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suatu masa dulu, ada sorang budak tulis entry ni..

After 21 July post, i update and write nothing on my digital diary..phew~

I don't have luxury of time to blogging anymore since i have been advised by a lot of people to take care of my health as to prevent it be more serious..

yeah, that's true, i need to study in relaxing mood and calm feeling and

make it more enjoyable..exactly!!

Walk through this challenging path is not as easy as ABC nor 123

but it doesn't have any words to describe my feeling anyway

sometimes we should feel the pain too..not only laugh throughout our life rite?

..but when we feel its too much

frustating and blaming,why this fate choose me to be his victim of his cruelness?

why?

don't we ever think that we are very fortunate to still alive?

capable to do this,that,those by ourself?

compared to those who handicapped

that can't move freely and need others help..?

then,be grateful to be the luckiest one

treasure every second in our life with doing something that can bring happiness.

As time passing by

ends the day by watching the sky

find calmness by starring the sky

suddenly a shadow passing by

thought that was a ghost or spy

is it really a ghost of sky? [ade ke?]

i choose this time to clean my 'bersarang' blog

cus i knew there's not much time i can spend to blogging and typing after this RAYA!!

Life as SPM candidate,we are getting buzy as the exam date just around the corner

Remembering me to my old days especially year 2006,im taking PMR..

i don't know why i always keep reminiscing 2006 memories and compare

my life on that year with this year..

it's more beautiful and smooth contrast to this year

im not as free as that year

Many things i can't do

just a little things i can eat

need others help a lot

thanks they gave gigantic help and still giving!!

Thanks..umi,my family members,frens[friendship that never break,heart that never hates!!]

sometimes i don't know what should i do

even i knew what i should do

worry if there is the darkness

i realize its an obstacle

it's must be true

cus it always prevent to get it through

to achieve the goal,Yes i will do

search for strength to carry on

as to step with more confidence

forget the pain for brighter future

it's only you can help yourself ,by guidance of Allah

peoples around just as a catalyst

to stay around to complete the society

without them who are me

appreciate them

as long as im still alive and

there's no expired date to share this love of friendship

and may our ukhuwwah fillah abadan abadan~~

LET ME FLY TO THE HORIZONTAL SKY!!!!

FLY HIGH HIGH!!

hahaha,cam tak nak ngaku je pernah tulis entry camtuh.

maturity is what we get from surrounding, experience, knowledge, and maybe age.

sayer rase skang ni matured sket dari dulu2 kot, perhap yes!

dulu kalau nak decide something or wanna do something tak pikir sangat ape consequence, kesan dia and so on, tp sejak masuk 20 rasa cam 'aku perlu pikir banyak benda that will comes ahead!' so dalam nak ambik sesuatu tindakan tu better pikir molek2 dulu then act. Tapi tak semua tindakan matured, but most of all, improve than before maybe.

bercakap tentang post lama aku kat atas tu, korang memang boleh agak kondisi aku mase tulis entry tersebut. Mase tuh, keadaan aku tak la teruk sangat, tapi alhamdulillah sekarang it much more BETTER!! THANK YOU ALLAH ♥

Mase tuh, family, kengkawan memang banyak sangat membantu! Aku terharu, speechless, sampaikan yang aku tak kenal pun sanggup tolog aku. Entah perkataan ape lagi yang patut aku ucapkan selain TERIMA KASIH BANYAK-BANYAK! Semoga Allah merahmati dan memberkati hidup kalian semua!! betol ni saya doakan korang!

Kengkadang aku pun tak percaya yang aku pernah lalui saat-saat itu. Allah bagi ujian tapi DIA bagi something disebalik ujian tu, yeah, I got something from that trials. Alhamdulillah. Sungguh indah titik susunan perjalanan hidup olehNYA. Kadang-kadang kita tengok dan rasa benda tu sangat2 buruk, pahit nak lalui, tapi bila kita dah rasa kemanisan iaitu hikmah disebaliknya barulah kita sedar dan bersyukur. Andai kata perkara tu tak terjadi kat kita, aku tak mungkin duk kat sini, tak mungkin aku bwat semua ni dan mungkin kita ngah bwat mende lain, duk kat lain kan?

Cam satu kisah yang aku bace,

anak dia tanya "mama jahit apa tu?"

"mama jahit hiasan cantik", jawab mama

"tapi tak lawa la mama jahit", anak membalas

"tu adik lihat dari pandangan bawah, cuba adik bangun lihat dari atas",jawab mama

~anak dia duk main kat bawah, mama dia jahit cross-stitch atas kerusi~

~anak dia pun bangun tengok~

"wah! mama, lawanya, macam mana mama bwat jadi lawa?", anak tanya

"ha, macam itulah hidup kita. Kita hanya tengok kehidupan dari pandangan bawah je, tapi kita tak sedar bahawa Allah sedang mencipta sesuatu yang indah dari pandanganNYA. Mungkin kita anggap perkara ini tak patut terjadi kat kita, namun yang sebenarnya DIA lebih mengetahui yang kita patut rasai 'itu' agar hidup ini penuh warna warni dan indah. Sebenarnya kemanisan selepas kepahitan itu sangat2 sangat berharga!

Sebagai contoh, orang yang brilliant tau leh dikira sebagai bijak pandai la biasanya anggap 'full mark' tu cam biasa je lam hidup tapi bagi yang bijak jugak tapi slow sket bila dapat 'full mark' kemain suke hati la dan rasa appreciate sangat-sangat. See, kita bleh bezakan antara dua situasi ni kan? Pengalaman tu sangat2 berharga, orang lain tak rasai apa yang kita lalui. kamu bertuah because you are the chosen one. Kepada yang sedang hadapi masalah, La Tahzan innallaha ma'ana ~janganlah kamu bersedih,sesungguhnya Allah sentiasa bersama kamu~

cube tengok maksud surah al-baqarah ayat 286

La yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus'aha

~Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya.~

Allah percaya kita boleh hadapinya, DIA tahu kita dapat handle keadaan itu. Selalulah berbicara denganNYA, sesungguhnya DIA Maha Mendengar. Ujian ni DIA yang bagi, dan DIA jualah yang boleh tarik balik ujian ni kerana segalanya datang dariNYA dan kepadaNYA lah ia kembali.. wallahu a'alam..

sekian setakat ni,

have a nice day :)